I'm using author rights and going to vent a little. If you are looking for positive and up-beat, this post is not for you. Sorry.
--- the whining is not stop this morning. Please stop whining. No, better yet, everybody needs to stop talking, period. Talking will lead to fussing, fussing will turn into fighting, fighting will lead to tattling and crying, and on and on and on.
--- For some reason, I am evidentally invisible and mute. The things I say and do are not acknowledged, or remembered.
--- Writing something on a calendar means that it is on the schedule. That means that something *not* on the calendar should not get priority over what *is* on the calendar.
--- I am missing my friends horribly. I need my friends closer. This includes my mom.
--- The whole school-starting thing is just not fun anymore. It was so much easier with one even two in school, the same school. Now there are three, in different schools, 20 miles apart.
--- I am pushing back the emotions of my baby going to Kindergarten. Pushing them way, way down. I will offically be the mom of school-aged children. No little ones at home anymore. I've had a little one at home for the last 13 years. Don't freak out that this means "baby-fever". That isn't even it. It is just a huge thing for me, I guess. It has much more with Kate not being little at home than it does with her going to school. She is going to love it and will be in heaven-- she's more than ready, for sure. I'm going to miss our time together. Tuesday morning trips to Target, Thursday bible study and McDonalds, lazy mornings after taking the kids to school while still in our jammies -- time just doesn't stand still, does it?
--- I am taking Hannah back-to-school clothes shopping, so I better get in the shower. Maybe a good cry in there will help...
6 comments:
Tammy,
Motherhood is tough and sometimes a good cry helps and other times a good scream or time away helps.Do you think your mom would be willing to move to St. Louis ? :)I am praying for you during this transition time and for your schedule of 3 kids and 3 different schools. Take a deep breath and pray.
Love, Marilyn B.
You'll be in my prayers. I would love to get together some time either with just you or have your entire family over for dinner. karenmorris at earthlink.net. Let me know if that interests you.
Honey, I hate to tell you but I think your Saturday morning was very typical of a young family!!!! Everyone is vying for attention and everyone wants what they want when they want it. Hang in there. I know you don't want to hear this, but some day soon they will be adults leading their own lives and you will be sitting on that sofa, blogging and wondering where the years went. Know that doesn't help now though. What does help is knowing God is there helping you through this and loving you just as we all love you!!!! When it helps, let out a thundering scream - that will get everyone's attention, maybe - ha! Love, love, love you! Aunt Linda
....."For some reason, I am evidentally invisible and mute. The things I say and do are not acknowledged, or remembered."
I have that same problem. I think its the frequency of my voice or something.
I miss you, too, Baby Girl! And in my mind I can picture you off to school for the first time, and it seems not very long ago. The changes in life are surely emotional for us "girls"--and it just means we have tender hearts, and are full of love. I believe your emotions are just normal, and part of what makes you the beautiful, sweet lady you are. I love you and cherish every phone call, and any time we get to share. You are always in my heart, a special blessing from the Lord. Always know I love you so.
Love, Mom
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